And the Journey Begins...

Well we are about to embark on a wild ride...we decided after a long break and prayer, to do IUI. We felt like we have been trying for 2 1/2 years now so its time to officially start treatments. I'm nervous and scared that it won't work. But you have to believe to receive. I know God has a plan for Jared and I and I know whatever the outcome in the end he will see us through. Its been a hard journey, but knowing God is all you need is what gets me through. We don't need everything else in our life as long as we have Him! I don't need a baby to be normal. I don't need a baby to be a real woman. I don't need a baby to validate our relationship. I want a baby because it's a gift from God and I want to share it with Jared. I know that if this isn't God's will for this to work out...it won't. I have to rest in the fact that God will take care of us. He knows everything already!! I go in one week from today to have my first ultrasound. Until then, I'll be on my knees praying God will allow this to work.
"Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord!"
-Psalms 27:14