Starting Meds

Today was my first day of taking clomid to prep my body for the IUI. It was rough. I am on 100mg for this procedure which is double what I've been on before. I got a severe headache (I guess going off caffeine didn't help matters any.) I got sick to my stomach and was sick most of the night. I just kept thinking..."This is worth it." I'm praying everyday that God will show mercy on us and extend his grace for our situation. God has a plan...and I'm pretty sure it's going to be better than I could ever imagine!!!

And the Journey Begins...

Well we are about to embark on a wild ride...we decided after a long break and prayer, to do IUI. We felt like we have been trying for 2 1/2 years now so its time to officially start treatments. I'm nervous and scared that it won't work. But you have to believe to receive. I know God has a plan for Jared and I and I know whatever the outcome in the end he will see us through. Its been a hard journey, but knowing God is all you need is what gets me through. We don't need everything else in our life as long as we have Him! I don't need a baby to be normal. I don't need a baby to be a real woman. I don't need a baby to validate our relationship. I want a baby because it's a gift from God and I want to share it with Jared. I know that if this isn't God's will for this to work out...it won't. I have to rest in the fact that God will take care of us. He knows everything already!! I go in one week from today to have my first ultrasound. Until then, I'll be on my knees praying God will allow this to work.
"Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord!"
-Psalms 27:14

Another Wedding!!!!

My oldest and dearest friend, Audrey, got engaged FINALLY!!! She has been waiting for this for a very, very long time! I'm so happy that she found someone to share her life with!!! October 12th is the big day!!! Until then we've got a wedding to plan!!!

Jordan's Graduation!!

We went to Springfield today to celebrate Jordan's graduation from Missouri State! We had a very fun day and are very proud of Jordan!!!

The End to the Twilight Saga...

We went to Kansas City this weekend to see the last installment of the Twilight series! I'm so sad it's over!!! But it was a great movie! We had about 20 people with us in our group to go see the movie. It was a lot of fun!

Trick-or-Treat



It's Halloween!!! We are spending it in Kansas City with my family!! My Aunt and Uncle go to a lot of trouble to put this Halloween party on every other year!!! We always have a blast!! Krista & Andrew invite their neighborhood and friends to come and there are tons of people that stop by!  





Cozumel 2012

We had a blast in Cozumel! Mexico never gets old to me this being our third time there in the past three years! We were already planning another trip on the way home! It was so relaxing to get away from everything and everyone for a whole week! I'm so thankful for times like this. I am so glad we have gotten to travel and have experiences before having children. Even though I want children, I know we won't be able to freely do what we want! God knew what he was doing in saying WAIT! Jared and I have grown so much and I'm so glad we get to share this crazy life together!