Jared and I have been married for four years this year! Time really flies! Of those four years, two of them have been spent trying to have a baby. This has been a HUGE obstacle for me! Growing up I didn't want for anything, and when I got married we never wanted for anything. If we needed something or just wanted something we would go out and get it no problem. New car, new furniture for the house, new house decor,Mexican vacations; you name it we bought it. Having a baby has not been an easy task. It is not something we can go buy, or acquire on our own.
It's truly amazing to me to that no one really thinks about a human life as being a miracle from God. God has total control over this. We can do NOTHING! This was a very hard lesson for me and I needed to learn it. God sure does know what he is doing!! This is our journey through the big "I" Infertility.
"Fear not for I'm with you, be not dismayed, For I am your God I will comfort you, I will strengthen you, yes I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
-Isaiah 41:10
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